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long time blog

2007-05-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

++Almost a Year++

Its going to be 1 year since i entered army, cant wait to get out of it, learn alot, experience alot too, thou have some regrets here and there but happy where i am now, quite good life, will be staying till i ORD, thou kinda far from my house but once i enter NTU its going to be the same so getting used to it.

Just came back from taiwan, ROC, AGAIN, 2 trips in 3 months woh, haha, kinda walk taipei to bored liao but still didnt stop shopping, will be going back camp tonight then next week go out chiongsua again, same routine again. Life now just counting down for me and Ippt is here again! being slacking too much lately....

Thanks to my Dear wen jun for accompanying me this 1 year, for standbying me, love you lots! sometime i just felt sian in army, but thinking of you gave me strengh to go on, muacks... Hope you do well for your final exams!

Its been a while...

NS man

2006-06-09T13:44:00.000+08:00

++NS man...++

9 June 2006 - 2.30pm
BMTC Sch 2

2006-06-09T09:46:00.000+08:00

++PaCkIng++

Morning...

Busy Busy Busy, Pack Pack Pack, going start my NS life... Into a New chapter, kinda anxious right, after a McDonal Meal at 3am last night, was feeling really tired, but endup unable to sleep in bed...

Hope i bought all my stuffs! See everyone in 2 Weeks time, or on my graduation!!!

Take care...

mariah carey - We Belong Together

2006-06-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

I didn't mean it when I said
I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn't know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting
Here beside myself
Guess I didn't know you
Guess I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me ''If You Think You're Lonely Now''
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin' to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
''I Only Think Of You'' and it's breakin' my heart
I'm tryin' to keep it together but I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin'
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together

Who am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey

new com

2006-05-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

++NeW CoMpUteR++

AMD Athlon 3200++
ASRock Dual-Sata2
Geil DDR400 1GB
Maxtor 80Gb/8M
BenQ DVD-RW-0B2
Sonic Gear EG03 2.1
Viewsonic 19" VA902B
Boston Casing

P4 for 1 week!

2006-05-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

++Primary 4 for 1 Week++

8 May'06
Learned today that i be reliefing P4 - diligences for 1 week! LOL the teacher when for reservist. Haha... Miss Lynn say this class alot of 'idiots' OMG so i better watch out! anyway taught them b4, so should be quite okay and this week is Mid-year Exams week, so most of the after recess periods are exams! Hahaha... means just walk around the class and see ppl funny answers!

When into class today, Wa, everyclass always seem happy to see me! is it me? or because i am relief teacher? LOL, anyway, after recess got english paper 2! so i gave them past year paper to do, we got 4 periods before recess, then i will go through with them, so no reasons for them to copy! but!!! still!!! they ask ask can discuss, can we do together? can go there sit with my friends? LOL and all like not doing any work, so endup another day of scolding, shouting... LOL, but atleast they manage to do work and we go through it, still... most of their english quite bad... die!

After recess relief 4 grace for exams, WA their teacher super firece, so all very proper 1! Haha... thats easy life liao! LOL still they try to be funny, when listening compre, still all read out aloud what the radio CD plays, WA, shout at them loh! LOL but means 3periods of peace, quiet... Good luck for exams! After exams when back to 4-Diligences and gave them back their past year Maths paper, when through with them, WA, again full of nonsences! still their maths looks equally bad...

Had my first flag-lowering today, yeah, P1 no need do, p4 do in once-in-a-long-while... LOL the national athem and school song is being played over the PA systems and again the class started with its 'monkeying' Haha... but during the school song, still got dance 1! very cute! the whole class start to dance, LOL fascinating Flag-lowering and the best school song i heard and seen! Haha...

9 May'06
Today got 2 exams paper! Health education & Maths! LOL... will be marking Health education paper for my class later! Haha... Lets see how they do... anyway, p4 cant really study by themselves, ask them revisie their Sciences or other papers after the exams, WA, all say now must relax, all playing endup 'pokemon stacks' or staples! And staples! OMG all the girls like having a competition, all stapling away to create alot of stapled lead(thats wad they call it) then see whu got more staples leads, kinda like 2 group, whole 2 periods stapling away! LOL...

Theses days during recess, i like to go walk around in the canteen, looks are my students LOL and usually 1 Care always bery exceited to see me, Haha... miss teaching them! and miss all their smiles! LOL so its always good to walk around and see wad they doing theses days!

But today after the maths exams when back to diligences, WA, today gonna rain weather, so it kinda dark, all speading rumors about 'ghosts'! LOL say toilet got, the piano got! WA, naughtly right? let them go toilet must go anyhow touch piano left outside a room, Hahaha... seriously 2 girls freaked out! 'tingting' the small girl in class started to cry, then tell me they say female toilet got, then that time that time at netball court they saw a coffin... i like zzz... then always the walkway to toilet very dark, so they all scared! WA, the class room is 2 rooms alway from the toilet only, so i when to on the lights for them, now... they keep talking to the girls about ghost, hahaha... tingting just keep crying and crying, OMG loh, then yingying also start to cry! but hers not that bad, cose i say jokes she still laugh! LOL thou they got silimar double names! hahaha... all seriously freaked out then the class was kinda noisy... guys wants to go see, girls scared... omg... after class when to explain to tingting mum that she think she saw something and now she having slight fever, then wait with yingying for her parents to come, still must ask me call and ask her parents come down, scared them scold her... but today really eventful...

10 May'06
when for lunch before school starts... dunno why always cant reach skool before 12, so endup rushing lunch, like eating at 12.50 when school starts at 1pm! LOL but anyway saw my whole class at canteen at 12.45... OMG... the only students there, WTH! LOL but tingting and yingying all like okay liao, so was happy for them, still can act cute! LOL

Anyway not much revision to teach, just ask them do their own stuffs, WA tingting now still can ask me 'Mr Lim, dun walk to our their, go do your own stuffs', hey!!! They are my 'stuffs' i should be doing! LOL tingting is the staple princess, she got 1 big box full of it... thats really... and still can ask me can buy staple leads for them?? can give them 60cents?? Hahahaha...

Marking marking, WA they like flunk they health education paper, OMG! more than half the class fail, and fail badly... hope they did better for other papers... anyway, broke the class big wooden ruler today, was trying to quiet the class down... OMG hit the table too hard!

So joker too free went to staple the OAS paper! OMG! then cause the machine to get stucked and broke-down, Hahaha... now all the OAS have to hand-mark, then you see teachers cursing in staffroom... LOL

11 May'06
Talk to a girl from diligences after skool, she told me talk i very good, always let them do their own things, no work, no nothing LOL, then she say that always her form teacher comes in, all keep super quiet... cose he very fierce, will put the boys shirts, sideburn, throw them out of class, scold them, gers have to write lines! LOL wa, thats fierce! maybe must learn from him, anyway most of the teachers there very fierce, students need to be scared in class else kinda hard for teacher to teach and displince the class...

Before school starts today, Miss Bok praise me for being able to maintain class order when she walk pass my p1 love class last week, but at the last period, Miss lynn have to walk into class p4 and scold them for 'bullying Mr Lim'... LOL... i think i needa learn more about teaching... its not that simple... and, the morning class teacher bought a new wooden ruler... :X

Today teacher my 1 Care 1 last time... teaching them PE! LOL basically they all just want to play catching in the hall, and their catching? is running around, dunno even know whu is the catcher! LOL... just love them for their innocences!

15 May'06
My Last day in these skool! LOL when through social studies player and english paper with bad... hahaha... social studies was really bad, only 2 passes! and about 5 only can name where singapore is! LOL some say singapore in euro, afica, WA someone still ask me why singapore so small meh? Hahaha... really asked them to really study hard for they exams this year... streaming liao, dun wan to see 3/4 of the class go EM3... study study study! LOL...

Will miss all the students that i taught!

Left the skool with a heavy heart...

p1 again!

2006-05-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

++pRiMaRy 1 AgaIN++

These week kinda short Week, only 3 days work week, monday was holiday, friday polling day eve holiday, WA so good, hahahaha... today gonna teach P1 Love, miss afternoon sessions after 2 days of morning session, haha... spoke to Miss phua about 1 care, LOL, atfirst she dunno i was the past relief teacher only after i say i am ben, haha... told them some of the students berry naughty and she say must be firece(act), yeah, that i agree, haha, then she told me yesterday she gave 2 of the students '2', she was swinging her hands when she told me that, erm? u slap 2 of them? I thought you cant?? OMG! i was surprise, should i ask her again but i didnt, kinda weird, OMG... she wants really swinging her hands in slapping motions. OMG! seriously i just read the guidlines for teachers, cant slap, write lines, quarts, stand on table, throw things at them and even ask them to stand outside the class also cannot, hahahaha... last week i just ask them stand outside... bleh...

but today 1 Love is great! got 4 hours with them, today is the only day so far i didnt have to scold, scream, breakup fights hahahaha... cose the form teacher made those 5 super naughty wants sit infront liao but people cry still thou and yes i can teach them english textbook, reading! cose its hard to get students attention. haha... this class is really well 'train' but they really lazy, ask them do workbook alot of excuses, haha... class perfect also didnt do work, LOL they all wanna play their Playdough, haha... this class the girls are really naughtly, all walk around, play their own things, hahahaha... talk alot toooo! and got 1 ger WA, she come ask me how to every question, 1 question by 1 question, which i kinda hate, WA try yourself please. then before going home, the class perfect told me that i scold very loud 1, cose everytime they can heard i scolding from 1 care, WA, the classroom is like perpaticular, kinda far too. Surpise! OMG! hahahaha...

Primary 3 theses days!!!

2006-05-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

++PrImArY 3 tHeSeS DaYs++

After 3 days of teaching Primary 1's!, theses two day been teaching P3s. WA, they should be more matured rite? boo! instead they more rebellious! hahahaha... Scold them they still can do monkey faces! But atleast still manage to get 3 Love to study some english.

Yeah, can talk loudly but ask them to read to the class talk so soft, espicallys the guys, (gers all very quiet), stand infont of whiteboard to read still wanna act like 'monkeys' hahahaha, seriously everyclass i go to, have to shout loudly(bang table if you wan more effect) before they can behave! LOL and now i can switch from angry(fake) to soft and teaching tone, hahahaha... but p3 do cry to, and 1 boy cried!

being eating long john silvers for dinner these days.

Also the skool WA, 7.15am call me ask me reach by 7.30 can? WA!!!! anyway the skool is in yishun, i stay serangoon, Today 3Diligence is another naughtly class, the teacher gave them alot of work to do, but all choose to copy, wad the... then i walk around take away those who do finish paper so they cannot copy, then this ger, 'Rachel' yeah, super spunky ger, after i took away her paper which she lend her friend to copy, she run up to be and forcefully try to grab her paper back, still say wad teacher cannot touch her or she will scream, WA! then her friend quarrel endup 2 gers there crying, then another ger told me she wun forgive one, cose her 'hate' very strong, WA p3 want to hate here hate there.

After recess WA 4 striaght period with them, they keep asking to play math game quiz, so i let orangize the class into 3 groups acccording to their rows, i gave them random question from the maths textbook, WA all kinda easy, LOL then tried to give them some hard them all cry unfair, never lend before. hahaha... then sciences quiz, WA, their sciences knowlegde not that good, all complain science is hard, LOL but hard to conduct quizzes, those wanna do, all keep gathering infront, then those behind still wan to fight! WA, untill i scold them badly then ask them do their own work, then they start to behaves.

Got this sweet ger sitting rite infornt of the teachers desk, dunno she get from where an elephants drawing, then started colouring, i tot she doing her art, then she tries to use books to cover dun let me see, hahahaha... then i saw their class got maplestory calendar, WA some of the boys also got play, hahaha... 1 of them still offer me another classmate accname and password, like everyone hack him, LOL but they all so low lvl! LOL... then the ger who is colour, 'jenvie' come up to me and give me the picture she colour, WA so cute, elephant is blue in colour with red hands, hahahaha... i ask why she gave me, she ran back to her chair, then Rachel start saying 'teacher, this is love, love' WA p3 wants to talk about love. hahahaha... my first gift since being a teacher, so cute!!! hahahaha...

After class walk pass my p1 care class, hahahaha... they wave their hands calling for "mr lim", LOL, miss them... Today when to eat 'reunion' dinner steamboat at takashimaya there with the prom committee, WA too bad not buffet but still the food is great, the soup very nice! hahaha... gossip about GE, had a great laugh about oppsition in singapore LOL, then heard Both Miss amy and Mr satish both leaving NP, 1 gtg back US, the other going work in private sector, the rest of committee, go NS, go work, i think the next dinner gonna be along time. After dinner when to watch Mission Impossible 3, yeah, its a nice show! haha... but lucky midnight cab home not that expansive.

sLoW wEeKeNd

2006-05-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

++sLoW wEeKeNd++

Its a Slow weekend! didnt do much only when to eat dinner with grace and yannie at parkway, WA the place now really big and crowded hahaha... we walk around a long time before eating at pasta mania, then we again walk around then when to macdonals to sit, WA each of us order 1 diff thing, me drink, grace fries, yan burger, together a meal, hahahaha... then we check out grace new HP, O2 Atom, its small, cute and powerful! hahahaha... we then wrote a long long list of things to be done before we go into NS, 1 more months, lots of things to do! haha, but must wait for grace to be back first, she going china holiday, so good! haha...

Recently our hackinggang is kinda on a low, after alvin and chi got banned, sad... now its like depression but i am still gonna hack! Hahahaha... think i slowing pyscho them come back play!

Now i got alot of animes, haven watch yet, about 40Gb, Wahahaha...

Lyrics, Wonderwall - Oasis

2006-05-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me...

Wonderwall - Oasis

3Rd dAy aT sKooL

2006-04-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

++ 3Rd dAy aT sKooL++

3rD day at skool! hahahaha... i think maybe my last day teaching P1, well, again, trying my best to reach early, but didnt again, hahaha... on my way there, bought some mentos, hahahaha... thats gonna be my secert weapon today, Wahaha... didnt manage to eat Lunch again...

1st period, let them read some stories book, omg! can u believe, ppl crying already on the first period, hahahaha... after that took primary 4 Diligence, hmmm, well, they are more orderly but less fun, most are kinda moody and boring, and they all just play their own pokemon cards or do their art! But the fun part was me teaching them Health education, WA, ask them do 1 page, wad is puperty? wads changes does the body have? hahahaha... guess wad the textbook rite? when u undergo puperty, your face becomes oily and have pimpus and you may develop a body order, OMG, cant believe i ask them to write that, hahahaha...

After that i manage to grab something to eat in my only free period and recess and rush all the markings finish, hahahaha... well, today gonna give them some english vocabs and terms to read and go home study.

Was kinda in a rush and grabbing my handphone and mentos and maths workbook and rolls of english papers, when to make photocopys of caterpiller, then rush to the gathering area outing canteen to lead them to class. Hahahaha, go in class, nithiya is crying already, WA, the class told me she drop her jelly then other ppl laugh at her, so she hungry, so i ask the class if anyone got extra food can give her? hahahaha... alot of ppl offer food, WA, like all never eat 1, LOL and really this class like 1 big family mostly will help 1 anyother, and they fight to help, hahahaha...

I ask them to take their chairs and sit in front, WA, just like this alot need me to start screaming at them, LOL, sorry, didnt wanted to scold on my last day, hahahaha... after i scolded yuhao for lying around and didnt want to bring his chair to the front, then i told them that i will ask them question about the english vocabs paper and if they answer correctly, they will get a sweet and yuhao surprise me with his respond "you think we animals is it? answer and get sweet, i dun wan" WA, are u primary 1? OMG...

But still the sweet prove to much and he endup trying to answer my questions, WA, i started with asking them about occupations, after i go through with them, many still answer me farmer and doctor for every question, OMG... hahahaha, and i tot give them a easy 1, with asking "who cuts your hair?" WA, the whole class start shouting "barber, barber, baber" alltogether, OMG! Hahahaha, almost laugh out again, hahahaha... then hairani start to cry, cose she wants sweet but everyquestion regardless of question she still answer farmer, hahahaha... so gotta coax her, hahaha, after about 1 hour of english, i gave everyone sweets and let them eat and rest awhile, WA, nazrey cried too, cose he ate the sweet eariler and sabavish was trying to stop him, to the extend of trying to grab the sweet from him, wad a bad boy! hahahaha... coax him with another mentos too, hahaha...

nazrey is really a quiet kid, always sitting there byhimself, he sit behind jingxin, alone, staring at space, and no doing work, but he surpise me when i teach him 1 question, he manage to finish doing the rest when i was sitting beside him teaching others, hahahaha...

Yesh, and when they start to do their maths, well, i ask them to finish the entire book, hahahaha... about 10 pages only lah, i got 4 more periods with them, 6 straight period today after recess to end of skool, really OMG! hahahaha... then i took out my phone and start taking pictures, hahahaha... i took my cute jingxin first, hahahaha, i always try to take fast so the quality like abit blur, boo... well, they almost caught me, say WA, camera! but i hide it and they endup just continue their stuffs, well, the kids are everywhere, running, xiaowei always love sitting on the teachers chair(maybe because her chair is a small red 1, white small blue table, like kindergarden), hahahaha, so afew of them are doing the maths on the teachers table and chair, until the malay teacher came in asking me for a letter that a student pass me earlier, so i left the class to go take the letter, after i came back, WA, everyone was sitting at their own sitting doing work, hahahaha...

The last person crying is yuhao(fighter), WA, he and hongsen quarrly over a pencil and both say its theirs and the class is divided so end i let yuhao keep while telling them to go home check first, hahahaha... i made a mistake too, i let 2 guys go downstairs look for their toy, someone threw it down, omg! endup the class all looking out of the class, and i saw Mrs Bok looking out her class, why outside so noisy, omg, i shouted for them to get back, hahahaha...

I collect back all the maths book and prepare to lead them to the hall for dismissal, wa, i will miss them, hahahaha... but i still scold them hard, LOL, after that, i left all the notes of where i have stop to the next teacher, clearup the table i when to meet koo, for dinner, hahahaha... he say my voice really bad, gonna lose my voice soon.

Miss 1 Care...

if you wondering why i remember all their names? hahahaha... i stole the teacher drawings of their class, and their sitting arrangement, LOL also they got this cute thing, called my profilo in the teacher cupboard, there they put their pictures inside and can do or add anything they wan, hahahaha, i look at everyone of them, LOL, so cute!!! some put baby photo, hahaha... megan's cutest thou, LOL... the rest, you look at them in class cuter, hahaha...

sEcOnD dAy At SkOOl

2006-04-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

++sEcOnD dAy At SkOOl++

Woke up today feeling weird! hahahaha... kinda scared of P1 liao, hahahaha... hmmm... wad am i gtg to teach today? nvm, will force them will more english and maths!

Reach skool kinda late today, wanted to reach about 12, but end up 12.45, then run around somemore got parents waiting for me already, she concern about the frequent changes of teachers, hahaha... me here for 1 day only, and the OM ask me help tell her that i will do my best... LOL. endup she not even interested to speak to me, cose i say i here maybe 2 days or 3 days only, yar today should be my last day but ended up the relief teacher that i reliefing just quit, so they gonna change about more premant relief teacher for 1 Care starting next week.

So, endup finding that teacher and ask her to speak to the concern parent. I dun have much time liao, 1pm liao... boo! i haven even eat lunch! zzz... so i took all the textbook then go to hall get them. Returning to class, i get them all to do English! Hahahaha... their unit 7 just nice unfinish, so i threaten them to do all finish before recess! LOL

Anyway, afew will do finish very fast, most will finish, afew will cant do anything and then some dun even have... WA... but atleast i can spend this 4 straight period doing something, hahahaha... so i just walk around helping 1 by 1, xiaowei cried again, cose she like made spoil abia staple, hahaha, then all saying her, idham crying too, yuhao put him against the wall, zzz... then again, ppl running around, sad, hahahaha... endup scolding them again! but jingxin still the cutest! omg, always come to me pointing to the paper, then she like eating the pencil, yesh, maybe too shy, always smilling thou, hahahaha... and ask her question must put my ear next to her mouth then can hear, hahahaha... so cute!!!

atleast manage to get everyone to finish the work and passup before recess, hahahaha, so with yesterday maths and today english paper, more markings!!! i got recess and 2 free period to mark, weee... manage to finish ALL the marking, yeah, took time to go tuckshop eat and plan later the 3 periods, okay! MATHS!

Hmmm, just reliease i didnt do much class teaching, just alot of workbook, LOL, lets them finish 2 more pages of homeworkbook, before they have PE, which means i got 1 period free, hahahaha, well again, more work = more markings, sianz... hahahaha... i gave "Good" signture to some if they have done well, some WA, can see is copy loh, wrong also wrong same question and answer!

Yeah, 2 more period before skool ends, hahahaha... relief teaching also alot of things to do okay? needa plan wad to teach, and how to spend the time in class, thats the hard part! so i go up to my class carrying all their Maths workbook, yeah, time to force them will lots of work! wahahaha... but... WA, got shocked! everyone in class, almost lah, hahahaha, everyone ran up to me holding their waterbottle saying "can we go water cooler" OMG, all surronding me, chating together "can we go watercooler?" Hahaha, i almost laugh, hahahaha, i was holding back my laugh and told them that we gonna go group by group, HAHA... and yes, they have to do their maths if they wanna go, LOL

I love them when they all were doing their work, thou i have to walk around and explain maybe more than 10, 20 times the same thing, but to see they can do omg! so fun! hahahaha...

My class got this 3 gers always together 1, they like the more mature group and they dun like around in class, they just sit themselves and talk, hahahaha, i call them the M.H.M. (Megan, Hannah, Mei Qi) of 1 Care but they kinda the only group not close to me, LOL, but 1 of the member, hannah, class prefect, also kinda bully, hahahaha... so she cried today, haiz... 3 ppl cried today...

well, many manage to finish the work fast, omg! zzz... so i ask them to help clear the class of rubbish, and well, andy cried again! omg... he lost 1 of the cutting for caterpiller, accutally i scared that so i didnt ask them to do, but some who finish fast wanna do, LOL. so have to help me get caterpiller, lol... for dismissal now i more experience liao, dun go to the hall first, so when my class see the other teachers there, WA, all keep so quiet and orderly, hahahaha... well, thats another day at work!

Yesh, tml i gonna smuggle my Handphone to take pictures of them, :X

1st dAy SkOoL tHougHs

2006-04-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

++1st dAy SkOoL tHougHs++

Hahahaha, today was fun... alittle shocked but, I kinda Miss them now... i think thou my class result are bad, but their are the cutest class yeah! got jingxin(cutest & shyest gal) megan(wa, she like the prettest p1), Hairani(she looks and act just like zubaida) LOL...

SkOOL FiRsT dAy

2006-04-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

++SkOOL FiRsT dAy++

Woke up today by my handphone, ah? OMG! i got a job, haha, Relief teacher! yay! at jiemin primary skool, (sounds unknown & far), erm, needa reach by 12, got 2 hours to reach there and i endup dressing like a pizzahut waiter, hahahaha... took bus->mrt->bus still need about 1hour to reach there, its quite a new skool and yes, its in Chongpang! Yishun!

Sign a bunch of papers, then got my first timetable for today, wahahaha, erm? didnt u say primary 6? i endup relief primary 1! 1 CaRe! haha... Miss lynn(a kind teacher) then told me, "usually 1 class got about 1 ruskas, so must look out" hahahaha... sounds dangerous! then i was lead to meet Mrs Bok, the overall teacher-in-charge of primary 1, she lead to mdm Zuraina table, explain that usually dun give homework, cose parents may freak out, hahahaha... then she also dunno where the class stop, so ask me go ask the class... erm... ask me ask the class? primary 1 class? hahaha... teaching english, maths, social study, arts, music, character first, so basically except for mother toung and PE, they see me! hahahaha...

WA, today timetable super cool! class only 4pm-5pm, 5.30pm-6.30pm, 4 period only and i was there at 12! LOL endup sitting there, see their workbook and homeworkbook, nowadays student so many workbook, haha... call koo, goosip about 1st day at work, call alvin talk rubbish, haha... then was called into a meeting!

Meeting! so fast!!! 1st day at work, hahahaha... was ask to count the english and math class test 3 paper and input the number of failures, WA, my class was the worst, bad! only 55% pass and most are bordeline... bad again! then found out that i was the relief teacher's relief, haha... the form teacher go have babies, the relief teacher quit like after 2days? hahahaha...

So, i wait wait, eat, walk around, finally, 4pm! my first class! okay! must have fun and do my best! weeee.... i walk into the class, WA, got shocked! hahaha... everyone was running around, playing! omg, "SIT DOWN!" hahahaha... no use 1, 1min later, all running again! bad bad! go i ask them all to sit down on the floor infront, WA they tell me cannot, got HFMD, then ask me let all of them go wash hand, big mistake too! (walk pass other class, all sitting on the floor and they no need wash hand, classroom got sink, cool rite?) hahahaha... ended up 2 period didnt do anything, OMG, and just the first period got 1 ger(xiao wei) crying liao! got someguy bang her table, and hitted her, WA, omg! bad! so endup, i got everyone to bring their chair to the front sit and WA again! they all so enthu, all sit all theway to the whiteboard... hahahaha, really... how am i gtg get them to read english textbook together?

Shocked! okay lah, thats too drama liao, hahaha, i keep thinking on how to teach them? so endup bring maths workbook for them too do, WA, atleast that manage to get them to do some work, hahaha... teaching them 1 by 1 is fun :X weee! but shouting at them is not fun! almost didnt stop scolding(running, standingup, fighting) hahahaha... sorry was too mean too them.

Because they didnt have PE today, raining, they keep begging me, mostly from Yuhao(fighter), really he wants to beat everyone, madness hahahaha... really, they got too much energy, endless energy, mostly the boys! so last 5 mins of class, i let them play catching in class, WA, is chaos! hahahaha... but kinda fun, :X i was guarding the door, and asking them to lower volume, LOL!

By the end of the day, 3 cried in my class today, endless scolding by me and i found that the only way for them is to be feared, got 1 teacher, dunno name, hahaha... she was at the meeting too, kinda nice lady, smiling aways, then she came to the hall, scream at my class and finally, all sit
still and face front. LOL!

But, today was fun!!! 1 CaRe...

bored...

2006-04-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

+bOrEd...+

I am dying to go out and do crazy stuffs!!!

bored...

treasures in cupboard

2006-04-12T11:12:00.000+08:00

+TreAsUrEs iN cUpBoArD+

WA! was bored today so i open my daddy's cupboard, trying to look for some stuffs to read, then i saw a pile of CDs, looking throught them, i found a old old CD that i use to listen before, sometime when i just get into secondary, that time i listen only to afew songs only, those title i heard before, hahahaha, the album is "Greatest Number 1 hits", now looking at it, i know most of the songs, some, i even spend time listening, getting the lyrcis, finding the song, downloading it, hahahaha, accutally i got the CD in the cupboard... sometimes in life, somethings that you always wanted is always around you, so go ransack all your parents cupboard now! bleh...

lyrics, Sway - Bic Runga

2006-04-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me
Sometimes
When you and i collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here i
GoLosing my
Control
I'm practising your name
So i can say it
To your face it doesn't
Seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things
You mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time
Tell you why
I say it's
Infinitely true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah i need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah i need to know
All about you
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah i need to know
All about you
Its all because of you

Sway - Bic Runga

2 months more

2006-04-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

+LeSs tHan 2 MonThs lEfT+

Got enlistment letter last friday, wa... thou u expecting it but the feeling still sux! hahahaha... lots of things not done yet, sad... i am currently in the worst body shape in my entire life, 2 months more to BMT(basic military training) and i still dunno how to swim... bad... worrying times...

fat fat me...

Today went for a run... hmmm, long long time since i accutally go out of house to excerise. haha... sad rite, i cant even run 400m without stopping and walking, it is BAD! hahahaha... oops! no laughing matter man... still... oh no! my house here the pasa malam still around! its been 2 weeks! haha, can today the only day the pasa malam here, never rain... so... i when to look around for food :X hahahaha!

fav pasa malam food:
1) roti john... makes me fat everyday!
2) shark fin soup... nice leh!
3) peanut pancakes... yeah! the best when hot and cripy, super great!

The pirate ship brings back memories, remenbering the times i stay at my grandma house, which is afew blocks away from my current house, hahaha... me, my mum and my auntie, go sit pirate ship also a pasa malam there, so fun!

uni

2006-04-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

+uNi...+

NUS - Computing - Accepted

NTU - Business and Computing (Double Degree) - Accepted

both are good, both i wan, hahaha... gotta slowly choose, hope i get nis scholarship too, praying hard! hahahaha... i wan PSC scholarship too (i must be drunk or high, cose its close to impossible to get), i think my future is in public sector! LOL...

December baby

2006-04-06T00:32:00.000+08:00

-DeCembEr bAbY-
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

7 things surveys

2005-10-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

by dar dar request

7 things that scare me:

1) When bad things happens to people i love

2) When bad things happen to the world

3) Watching Scary Stuffs in the night

4) Swimming

5) Insects

6) Feeling Lost

7) Being Sick

7 things I like the most about me:

1) Me myself and i

2) My Dear JunZz

3) My Family

4) My Friends

5) My Love

6) My Dreams

7) My Hope

7 things I hate the most about me:

1) Fat Fat Fat me...

2) My lazyness

3) My Stupidity

4) My Stubborness

5) Not getting recognize for my efforts or abilities

6) Trying to please everyone

7)Everything being my fault

7 most important things in my room:

1) My Bed

2) My Lappy

3) My iPod

4) My Handphone

5)My Photoframe of me and my dear

6) My bottle of dear made cookies

7)My cupboard filled presents

7 random facts about me:

1) I get angry easily but I dun get angry for long

2) I always late, rushing

3) I get easily bored, so i need change almost everyday

4) I live to eat not eat to live...

5) Like playing computer games and watching animations

6) Likes to hangout with friends

7) Likes to dream alot...

7 things I plan to do before I die:

1) Travel the world

2) Fulfill atleast some of my dreams

3) Make and meet up with all my friends

4) Spend more time with people that i love

5) Eat all the food that I want...

6) Enjoy doing all the stuffs that i like

7) Take care of plans that will take place once I die...

7 things I can do:

1) Eat

2) Play Game

3) Play alittle sports

4) Talk Crap

5) Dream

6) Sleep

7) Be myself

7 things I can't do:

1) Play Guitar & piano well

2) Be good in any sports i play

3) Cant Sing...

4) Get super good results

5) Swim

6) Grow Thinner and Talller

7) Get more handsome

7 things I say the most:

1) "Hahahahahaha"

2) "Wad The???"

3) "Oh My!"

4) "How's Life man?"

5) "Yo Yo"

6) "Joking lah joking lah"

7) "Hihi"

7 celeb crushes:

1) Kyoko Fukada

2) Jennifer Aniston

3) Jesscia Alba

4) Takako Matsu

5) BoA

6) Ayumi Hamasaki

7) Avril Lavigne

7 people I'll love to see doing this:

1) Sue Mama

2) Uncle Yannie

3) Uncle Koo

4) Shank

5) Auntie Grace

6) Yijie Ah Mah

7) Auntie Siowyuan

results

2005-10-06T01:48:00.000+08:00

++rEsUlts CoMiNg OuT++

hi guys... 2 am now... hmmm... results are coming out later, sianz... dun know wad to expect, dun know wad to do... haiz... regarding the last post(a few 'years' ago one...). nvm lah, i think i wun be going University, so i be content with any results, hahaha... maybe got enlightened, but cant really expect more, my works can't get me good results, i know that... so yar... see you later...

7th month anni

2005-10-05T02:04:00.000+08:00

++Happy 7th Month Anniversary++

my life

2005-09-13T18:10:00.000+08:00

++study life++

Hello... *yawns*

long time no see...

Here taking abreak from all the studying, stressed stuffs, textbook, notes, pass year paper, yadada, bodada, all the craps, haha, accidently took a short nap too, tired... beening thinking about poly life, tomorrow in about 18hours time, my last exams paper in poly will end, means holiday! and maybe no more exams paper for the rest of my poly life(6more months) or my whole life? haha... suddenly feel so strange...the last exams war, yesterday SS paper i think i did well, for all that studying but today... i think i loss the battle... the battle of WSAS... should have studied more... should have understand more... should have manage the paper better... should have go for class... well..., been skipping class, always to do other projects and stuffs... always i there doing, always i skip class too chiong... ppl go class, i always chionging project... hey, ss paper on monday i think is good consider i didnt go class for 3+ weeks liao... so is my fault? some project did well, some sux, for reasons hell knows(the lecturers can burn in hell to redeem his soul), i just wanna do well... i wanna do well enough that eveyone will recongize me... this poly life is so competitive, this sick singapore education, i wanna do well not because i wanna beat everyone, just that i want everyone to say that i am good... that why i wanna be the gold metallist, i just want everyone to recongize my ability... even the lecturers that burning in hell to shout that "hey, god damn it, ben is good"... hey, looking at all the past metallist, i think i can be the most handsome and cute 1 in recent years, rite? :P

life is so strange... my friend once told me... "ben u are good, but just that everyone dunno u are good" so then wads the use of being good but everyone dunno u are good... thats lame man, i wonder if anyone will remenber "benjamin lim wen bin" the name tomorrow? who cares anyway... the exams wars will end tomorrow's IC fight... will my name lives forever? anyway i just want it too end, so i can be finally free to do wad i like too do, spend time with my dear dear, waste my life playing computer games, go out enjoy myself, or simply just sit and wait for myself too rot, isnt this great... 1 more day... i am really tired this sem... i really did alot of shits, shits ppl dun wan to do, i do, shits i do that i didnt really been credited, shits i do but it always fills with problems that is cause by me... my friend recently also snapped at me for being "stubbon lah", come to think of it, really leh, my stubboness cause me all this shits, i am just a stubbon bastard... i thought is just that i got it right, just press on with confident, end up... is just pure stubboness... cant help that my idol is 'Zhuge liang'... haha... he is infallible, i am inflatable... i am just tired... tired of always having to please everyone... tired of always being my fault, seriously... ok lah, its my fault...

gotta study leh, 6.45pm liao...
u wasted your life reading this crap...

lyrics - simple plan - untitled

2005-09-13T17:58:00.000+08:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream

"Untited" - Simple Plan

new t-shirts

2005-09-13T17:39:00.000+08:00

++nEw Tee-ShIrts++

Weee...

Got 2 new tee-shirts!

1 brown, 1 dark green, both looks really cool!!

thanks my dear dear, muacks!

Hehehe...

++WaNts++

-More tee-shirts! (must dark colour)

-Short sleeve shirts! (any but black)

-Levi's jeans! (only got 2, need more right?)

-Ankle Socks (black)

-Shoes (Converse? Nike? Adidas?)

BBQ session

2005-07-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

++BBQ session++
Boo!! just home from BBQ!

haha... offically i have step down as Vice-president of eGarage! wad a year it has been... and under my guidence... eGarage is to be demolish :P haha... i mean reorganized as ICT-student council... haha... all the best for the new ICT student body...

but anyway! enjoyed the bbq by the new committee, lots of FOOD! haha... berry full... ^_^

anyway... maple maple maple...

see yar... muacks...

2005-07-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

It's all about you
It's all about you baby
It's all about you It's all about you

Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you

And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me toBut if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you, yeah!

And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me toBut if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smileIt's all about you
It's all about you
It's all about you baby

"All About You" - McFly

2005-07-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

maple...

stuffs of life

2005-05-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

++sTuffs Of mY LiFe++
hello! haha... again, blogging after a long long time... got lots of interesting stuffs!!!

Firstly, today my bank account just reach its all time super low, guess? $1000? nope... $500? nope... $100? nope... $70!!! hahaha... long time never put money into it liao so... hahaha... maybe in a few days time it could reach $0? yay... offically broke... then tell my junzz(dear dear, piggy, mummy, wenwen, junjun, wifey)(wahhh, super long rite?) haha... she say maybe we shouldnt meet up so often... so practical 1 rite? hrumph! hahaha... yaryar, will try too save more money...

Then... my timetable is finalize liao(thanks dear dear helping me made a small small cute cute timetable for printing) ^_^ wahhh... super pack leh... 5 core module(IC, SS, WSAS, MBA, AVFE) 2 IS(DPM, WISP), yeah, wanted to say "no more slip up" but thats negative... haha... so yeah, "i will do it this time" haha... 7 ADs! hahaha... my target since sem 2... but this is the last chance to do it liao, so will work hard! ganbatte!! ^_^

Yesh! then... i think i gonna land myself 2 jobs! hehe... first is sales work, selling IT gagets, wahhh... interview so long then call me... zzz... somemore now gonna start skool liao, hope i can work during weekends... then the other 1 is webpage designing, really cool, finally a job where i can put my studies into use, yeah, cant wait to do, yesh, current aim... earn more money! hahaha... "no money is the root of all evil..."

And finally i got here a new Wishlist! the 1 you see last time is all aims and target, now for the materials 1, so that people can buy for me :X hahaha...

G2000 Black Jacket
iPod 40gb
Black Laptop Bag
Cute Brown t-shirt from fareast
New File, i like those like book 1 open then got 2 sides
Levi's 501 jeans

thoughts! can?

2005-05-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

++tHoUgHt oF ThE MoMeNt++

"Is not can or cannot be done, but is want or dont wan..."

new music

2005-04-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

++New Music++

Haha! change new music! L'arc en ciel - fourth ave Cafe! haha... love this song for a long long time liao, till now i still think this their best song... yesh, its in japanese but i put the english translation below liao, enjoy!!!

I remember this song as the song that been with me till india! haha... the tune never fails to cheer me up everytime... haha... every morning when i wake up(india), i like to lazy around, put on my headphones and listen to it, nice nice, feels very serene...

okok, be back later, time to go for fencing training...

lyrics - L'arc en ciel - fourth ave cafe

2005-04-28T16:20:00.000+08:00

The season has announced its end
Dreaming at the colourful memories
Oh goodbye! The one who has brought love along
Appearing at the back of my eyes

Don’t believe right from the beginning
There will be un-changeable love
Lost in the view of the changing street

People who passes by
Now has a distant feeling
When the noisy people slowly pass by
Disappear in a sound of sigh

Facing the empty chair
During the boring holiday
You have endlessly appear in the sea of mind

Although the heart understands but pretending not to know
Actually I am sinking forever Sinking in someone’s thought
Even though it is only a face but still with the same beauty

The season has announced its end
Dreaming at the colourful memories
Oh goodbye! The one who has brought love along
Appearing at the back of my eyes

Actually……….Still for how long?
Coming and going…like the tides
Yes…..in the hours of aspiration time never stops

Coming and going…like the tides
Hitting my heart
The street of today still recalls lot of memories

Craving on every single scene
Oh goodbye! The one who has brought love along
Loving with despair at the distant sky
Appearing at the back of my eyes

On the ever changing scene of the street, I sigh reluctantly...

L'arc en ciel - "Fourth Avenue Cafe"

2005-04-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

Yoz! hello everyone, finally after about 1 month++, finally found the time and motivation to come here to blog, haha... got miss me? really lazy the past month... haha... okok, shall try to blog more often in future... well... my life been not bad...

Before holiday was busy busy busy... with all the exams, compeitions, really overworked, now... at home so bored... wanted go play warcraft 3... but... its all sold out in singapore! ahhh... someone lend me some games... apart of that... okok, gotta make some plans for myself...

-Java Certification exams
-Microsoft Certification exams
-Learn to drive
-Learn to play piano
-Improve my guitar skills
-Learn C++
-Learn VB.net & ASP
-Learn PHP
-Improve my Japanese
-Get my Fencing gear and start fencing
-Start to train for NS

Haha... thought about all these since 2 weeks ago, but...till now haven started a single 1... haiz... okok, now, everyday must remind myself of all these! haha... i got less than 1 more month now... gotta work harder and play harder...

Results? ahhh... bad bad bad... zzz... this sem didnt do well... (grades below) even my mum whu usually don't care about my results asking me where all the good grades gone too? though i know she didn't really gave me any pressure but... i know i could have done better, haiz... then been saying i am going to NUS or NTU but... haha... with my current results i dun think i be able to get in... haiz... okok! next sem! hrumph! i be there at the OAA!!! hahaha...

yar, thats all for now... haha... kinda like blogging again now... will let u know about my life more, :P love ya, yar, i blogged! haha... to my nagging dear dear, love you! nite...

sem 4 results

2005-04-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

BASIC ANIMATION - B
CLIENT-SERVER PROGRAMMIN - A
HOW ROCK MUSIC DEVELOPED - B+
INFORMATION SYSTEMS DEVT. TECHNIQUES - B+
PRODUCTIVITY & QUALITY STUDIES - A
PROJECT MANAGEMENT - AD
SYSTEMS ANALYSIS - B

lyrics - dido - white flag

2005-04-26T21:59:00.000+08:00

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of 'It's over'
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Dido - "White Flag"

Lyrics, Only one - Yellowcard

2005-03-05T02:55:00.000+08:00

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one

My only one...

Yellowcard - "Only One"

boring .net

2005-02-19T14:32:00.000+08:00

++BoReD... cOnFusE... .Net...++
Ahhhh... now at the .net bootcamp... its... its... super boring and confusing, okok, its me not concentrating enough, been surfing net and chatting on MSN since morning, while the guy just keep going on and on at super fast speed, so many coding, dun understand a single 1... >_<>

nite in nite out

2005-02-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

++nItE In NiTe OuT++
ahhhh, typing this the second time, toopid blogger, just got home, today was busy in skool, but atleast everything go according to plan, haha... submitted ISDT, well, my teacher gave me almost all the answer, so should be good, hehe... love him, then PQS quiz, yess... super easy, was dicuss the answer, then the teacher join in too, and still help me check my answer, and say i pass liao, haha... then rock concert planning, also went berry well, really gotta thanks my friend for that, he setted most of the stuffs, haha... and presentation was... easy... haha... easy day...

went out in the evening(was playing afool, disturbing my friend to crazy) haha..., well today is chingay preview, but still alot of people liao, haha... wads trying to walk to somerset there from orchard, ahhh... moving so slowly, haha... then acid bar, weeee..., dunno why today friday also got 1 for 1, so got 2 drinks for the price of 1, but only housepour drinks, got volka sprite, haha... then got snowball too, wanted more but... no money liao, bank account at all time low... haiz, then chat chat drink drink ah, tml needa go out again, so left early without even going to ballymoons... will go next week... hehe...

Noooo... ahhh... the animation 'Naruto' has been licensed! haiz... this means next time everyfriday no more new epsiode for download liao, must buy VCD... haiz... gotta go find places where i can download, not gonna care liao, really miss the show... its at 122 epsiode and suddenly cannot download liao, then currently the story at the fighting part, berry nice! haiz... but still got 'bleach' and 'gundam seed destiny' atleast till they become licenced too... haiz...

yesh! finally the weekends, but... ahhh... tml got .NET bootcamp from 9-5pm... haiz haiz... its gonna take away my sleep sleep time, haiz... then dunno, suddenly CSP assigment next week start, the notes out liao, tml out, left sunday, must chiong, looks easy, but after seeing the sample codes... hmmm... i dunno liao, haha... sianning but yesh! wireless jam dateline push back to end of march liao, yesh! means can slack again, haha... but still really left alot need to be done... haiz... gotta start looking into it seriously...

Boring nite... should i play game(diablo 2)? should i do CSP? should i do wireless jam? should i watch anime? should i go drink some volka? should i go continue to chat on MSN and surf net? dunno lah... lazy! haha... gonna go sleep liao, really tired... head abit heavy liao, haha... dun wurry lah, i dun get drunk 1, i know myself... haha... goodnite! tata...

thought! time...

2005-02-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

++tHoUgHt oF ThE MoMeNt++
"Time doesn't really exist, except as an abstract concept in your head, what you really have is only NOW... "

ba lesson

2005-02-16T11:10:00.000+08:00

++aNiMaTiOn bLurrr++
Bored... Now doing animation in BA lesson, tiring and making me giddy but quite fun though, lots of funny stuffs, lots of 'cursed' computer, haha... these few days keep going to holland V, had dinner there the last 2 days, oh, yah, happy valentine day! boring day for me though, still got CSP lecture -_-

then the .net competition, ehhh, now need to think of a super good proposal(choosing only 12 proposal), i wanna go japan (must win!), before thinking about the how to do the implementation part, and .net bootcamp! this sat... yesh, now feel that should have choosen ECAD, .net seems more useful for me now...

anyway looking forward to weekend, but gonna be busy for the next fews days, ISDT - left the visio part, Rock - haven started, ahhh... both due this friday! PQS test... haven study... haha... haven even buy the book yet... BA start next week, must do storyboard liao, haiz... busy! yesh, last 2 weeks of wireless jam liao, i only have the game background, still gotta do the character motion and dodgeball game logic, haiz...

yesh, weekend, this saterday, going .net bootcamp, going drinking after that, haha... really really miss that, this 3 weeks go pub like, 7 times already? haiz... money burning... yar, time for lunch, grouping with my mama for BA! yar, dun think going CSP lecture and practical, sianing... got lots of stuffs to do... stomach pain since morning too, haiz... thanks for hearing me whine, depressed and dunno lah... byebye...

thought! heart matters...

2005-02-16T11:01:00.000+08:00

++tHoUgHt oF ThE MoMeNt++
"the hearts wants what the hearts wants..."

CNY- 3days of eating

2005-02-12T03:00:00.000+08:00

++Celebration of new year++
Happy chinese new year! haha... its a new year according to the chinese lunar calendar, this year its the year of the rooster! wish everyone a great year ahead!

haven't been blogging for a long long time (really lazy), feels there is a need for change, wohla! new bloggy skin, love this skin alot, simple and clean, yet with a touch of cuteness, just like me :X

past few days been great, its all about food, food, food and still more food! yesh, had reunion dinner at my uncle's house with 2 other close relative family, hmmm, about 15 ppl total, haha... love it, its been a long time since i saw my cute little cousins, they are all grown up! one now is 4 year old, the other is 6 year old, remember the last time i saw them, they are still in the arms of my uncle and auntie, time really flies but they are still so adorable! gang up with them against my brother, haha... they just love disturbing him, end up, my brother has to run around all over the place... then had steamboat and BBQ, wooh, there is simply too much food, everyone ate till bloated and theres still left over, haha...

then the first day of new year, woke up late :X had to be 'shouted' out of bed by my mum, oops! haha... went over to both my grandma house, this time too gang up with the 2 little cousins againt by younger brother, haha... and... they made my brother cry... haha... he really cannot take it anyone, they keep disturbing him, then he suddenly started crying... haha... then had lunch, and waited for two other of my older cousins, also hadn't seen them for a long long time, like two years? well, they were missing, haha... till last few months when they started contacting my mum, then we manage to get them to come over... then visited another grandmama house, then my grandaunt's house, then went to town catch a movie, wooh, almost every movie is soldout, all left first row... -_- but atleast manage to get tickets for 'racing strips'. its a really humorous and interesting movie! haha... had a really good laugh in the cinema, yesh, good movie...

second day of new year, early morning, went over to Mr.npo house, ahhh, his son hided outside and ambused us, haha... hmmm... his son really looks like him, well, they got the same hairstyle, :X haha... chatted and played xBox with his son too, yesh, his son is really good in 'halo 2' haha... my friends almost got trash, and even mr.npo is really good at it too... then went to westmall to watch 'constantine' woooh, great movie, really nice storyline, though require alittle thinking but it got me interested from start till the end and well its filled with lots of dark cool humors and jokes! haha... nice nice... then had reunion dinner part 2, ate at compass point sakura resturant, haha... this time too, we order too much food, we thought it wun be enough so, i and my mum keep ordering, but atleast we manage to finish everything... haha... full...

third day of new year, haiz... today is skool day, boring day, went to skool for PQS and rock, yesh, next week there is PQS quiz, rock assigment due, with nothing done... this is bad... haha... dun think can relax anymore... plus ISDT next friday due, tuesday wireless jam demo, both my part not done... but before i bother, its reunion dinner part 3, this time at my house, with my family, my grandmama and both my aunites, yesh, another filling meal, now thats 3 straight dinners haha... ^_^

been sicky these days... haiz... dunno why, from last sunday till now... hope the new year could give me something good to look forward too, till next time, its 3am in the morning now... time to sleep, well there is nothing much i could do now, except that i miss hanging out and drinking with my friends... haha... tml my classmate coming over for gathering and party, woooh, fun fun! hehe... good nite! byebye...

song lyrics - keane - somewhere only we know

2005-02-12T02:50:00.000+08:00

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?

Keane - "Somewhere Only We Know"

sorry....

2005-01-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

++BorEd & TiReD++
haven been blogging... these days only got 2 words... Bored & Tired...

sorry...

song lyrics - sorry seems to be the hardest word

2005-01-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

"Sorry seems to be the hardest word" - Elton john

friday...

2005-01-22T01:50:00.000+08:00

weeee... after 2 days of open house, its been fun but tiring... accutally been a super tiring week... tml is the last day of open house, hope everything goes well... and this open house poor tree... :X haha... lots of jokes going around... haha... then today holiday, hmmm... accutally dunno wad holiday :P, but nvm... anyway, today only stayed at home do BA, ahhh... my phone modelling still looks super funny... dieee.... arghhhh... >_< tml mama's birthday and openhouse, will be fun tomorrow!haha... then, looking forward to next week holiday... really need a break... haiz... thats all for now...

mind knows the truth, but heart is retarted..., ...

open house tml

2005-01-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

weeee... tomorrow is NP open house, haha... but this means more work and less play time for me, haiz... anyway, its on wed, thursday and saterday, friday public holiday, i need sleep :P haha... well, today's SA was cool! good good, shouldnt be a problem, then went with my SA group to orchard, walk walk, eat eat and had a good chat, haha... cant life be this simple?

anyway... now feeling really berry tired, lots of stuffs not done yet but i just have no strength left liao... haiz... and... slowly lah... 1% now only... thats good enough for me liao...

2005-01-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

these days really feels weird, got lots of stuffs to do but really dun feel like doing them, there is only 1 thing i really wanna do but maybe i wun have the chance again? haha... dunno lah, but today again didnt do much, tomorrow NWC is gonna kill me and BA left 1 more week then due liao, but atleast went out with my parents and brother, went shopping, long time didnt have a outing like these liao, so its been fun, hehe... good food too, okok, atleast now abit better, still dunno why did this week end like this? haiz... hope next week could be better... for now... time to sleep...

song lyrics - here without you - 3 doors down

2005-01-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and
I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

"Here Without You" - 3 Doors Down

2005-01-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

well... today was boring... whole day in skool but didnt acomplish much... haiz... got BA modelling and java game background to develop by tml... i think tml really gotta chiong liao... and liverpool lost... been a sad weekend... dunno Y, maybe the stress? dun think so... maybe cose i am feeling something thats i dun wanna feel ever again, made a mistake i guess... gotta learn and never to do it again, haiz... maybe this is part of growing up? okay, this is hard but i gonna get over it, end up in the world, most important is protect yourself... but... i really dunno... messy i guess... i also dunno wad i typing liao, gonna go sleep liao... zzz... ahh...first post without a haha, "haha" too fake i guess....

today cools!

2005-01-14T01:53:00.000+08:00

weee... today is cool... PM start assignment liao, this means gotta crack my brain and type type type again liao, then today went to skool empty hand, well only got 3 hours of PM and was there singing phantom of the opera, weeee :P then go egarage, today i told them that i gotta leave, today mustnt let egarage fall again, we put the computer at a new place, nearer the lift there, well then i go watch movie with my doggie liao :P hehe... chucky is berry berry nice, kinda like comedy, with all the bloody stuffs, nice! then ate cheesecake, mummy! good news, today egarage recruited 100+ year 1's, about 50+ year 2's okie, this is definity good good good results, weeeee... i didnt do much though, credits go to everyone there, haha... but atleast relieved, but today skip training :P sorry, really lots of stuffs to do and didnt do any skool work, hmmm... just treat today as a day off :P hehe... time to go sleep liao, had fun today, missing my doggie liao :X

haiz... sianz time...

2005-01-13T01:13:00.000+08:00

woooh lah! 1 word to descript this few days... TIRED... :X haha... been doing it quite willingly but today was ehhh... not that all rewarding... things not going to plan... haiz... maybe due to the bad omen lah and my studies are lacking behind ppl liao... haha... but manage to find some stuffs or BA, hope i can do it over the weekend... looking forward to holidays :P and the next part is in white colour font, :P all my whines, so please if you dun wan to read, close this browser now, haha... anyway, gotta sleep, tired...

bad bad bad, that all i can say, i was really busy doing things, almost everything lah, haiz... ever seen a event done everything by the president and vice-president? and cant even get ppl to come help, haiz... maybe they were rite? no ppl wanna sign up eGarage 1 lah, wads the use?

but really glad for some who trusted in me, helping and staying till late, thanks! really thanks! thanks for helping out at the LAN gaming event too... maybe should have known this would happen, the sign board we put out today just collapse, maybe this a omen egarage has fallen... haiz... sorry to all those whu helped me, dunno why that they appoint me ah? so many talented and clever ppl in there, to be lead by a fool? haha... sorry, really have low-confidence now... maybe they should have known rite? i am the only 1985 year 1, haha... look at them whu so many top student, i really lead u all down...

sorry... haiz... i am not good technically, the plan was for me to do all the planning and stuffs, but like wad they say, i am not doing anything, all the lecturers doing wad eGarage is up too, cant do anything, i really dunno wad to do liao... sorry... maybe i am just not that good enough lah... felt like a joker today, maybe i should just concentrated on my skool work... haiz... looking at my 2 other exco on the way home, haiz... maybe just wasted their time lah... they did so much, haiz... wasted my time too...

today reliease that maybe i been spenting my time on the wrong stuffs, neglated alots of things that are important, i really dunno, i only know i miss my dog :X maybe just that i shouldnt try to do everything... wanna do well in everything... studies, sports, club, music, everything... but i just cant... that my life i thing.... gotta go sleep... been sleeping less than 4 hours the past 2 days, felt like dying today, still go to skool at 8, prepare all the stuffs but wasted at the end, i dun wanna knoe how tomorrow will be i most like wun be there, sorry... guys, i let u all down... sorry... i cant even protect my own club people today, thats.....

2am tired...

2005-01-11T02:09:00.000+08:00

tired... 2am liao, just finish print out my group SA project... i think all of them should be sleeping liao, then tomorrow still gotta rush down to submit before 8,30... haiz... i wanna sleep :X today skool, ehhh... accutally today no skool 1, but then end up still gotta go to skool early, 1pm, meet a secondary skool classmate in bus so atleast got company, hehe... then in skool was doing the eGarage Recruitment drive poster for this wed event, haiz... still got powerpoint slides to do, ahhh... then did some SA, then meeting of wireless jam, our mentor wants a menu bar and the back ground of the handphone game to be created by next monday... hey... where got time man? haiz... then was inside egarage doing SA, stay behind, today is the first day of the Warcraft 3 competition so incase anything i am there... till 9... reach home do SA till now... tml gotta chiong CSP, BA and egarage powerpoint slides...

Yesh... Cut my hair liao, even though is looks the same, its shorter! haha... :P ahhh... yesterday went to church, hmmm... haven been going since returning from india, so is nice to go back there and after that on the way home, went to 7-11 saw a really wonderful thing! cadbery white chocolate balls with almond nut! weeeee... had a chocolate feast! :P

ahhh... realise i haven been reading people blogs lately but i always wish that lots of people would read my blog, hope there is no karma :P and i will try to read all my friends blog if i have the time k? :P and i need a break....

lyrics - Yamaguchi yuko - i Believe

2005-01-11T01:58:00.000+08:00

When I'm feeling small
When it's cold outside
I don't know who I should believe
And when I needed someone special just by my side
Who was there?

When I'm feeling old
When it's rain outside
I don't know who is holding me
And when I need a little kind and tender moment
Who's with me?

I believe someday I will love
Someone who's by my side
Oh someday
My special one will come alone
I'll pray everyday

When I'm lost inside
When I'm down and out
I don't know who I should recall
And when I needed someone precious just be my side
No one there no one was there

I believe someday I will love
Someone who's by my side
Oh someday
My special one will come alone
I'll pray everyday

Someday I will love
Oh someday oh someday
I keep on praying everyday

"I believe" - Yamaguchi Yuko

sleepy

2005-01-09T01:44:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh... after a long day... sleeepy... today go skool do SA, but still haven finish, still got some parts i need to go edit them... haiz... but watched 'meet the fockers' woooh! berry berry nice! berry fun movie! just had a great luff, hahaha... hmmm... ahhh... really berry tired, got SA, BA, CSP, PM, drawing and egarage things to do, but... i gonna choose sleep :P the rest after i go church tomorrow, which is around evening then do, haha... dun care liao, good nite everyone! :P and everyone is bugging me whu is my doggy... haha... :X

skool library

2005-01-08T14:26:00.000+08:00

Ahh... in skool library now, doing SA! haha... really dunno wad to do liao, heEx... yesterday got back lappy liao, its still in its current state, dun think will be repairing liao, $1280 repair cost, sorry lah, maybe need to put it to sleep liao, :X haha... either borrowing lappy or use until cannot use loh, then IS was fun, still dunno wad PQS is about... haha... hmm... thats all for now, gotta go back to SA!

Humans are weird... what can i say? there are lots of fake people around, buzzing around, haha... but i always been open, :P so i am still me...

ehh... my poor doggie is sick leh, why always sick one? so poor thing... must take care hor! sorry, cant be with you as much as i wan... saddd... wait i free then play fetch with you again... haha... miss my doggie alot :X heEx~

current days

2005-01-07T01:58:00.000+08:00

heEx... the previous post been abit over whinieee... :P okok, acutally life still been pretty good, enjoying school, loves all my family and friends, and never really gotta stress myself, "no white hair before" wahahaha... well school is as usual interesting and fun but always too many happy and exciting things that i really cant remenber all :P but still surviving and fencing has always been fun and really learning more and more stuffs liao, cant wait to go fence with them... haha, this is getting boring liao, well anyway, hope that the next time i blog, i will blog with my lappy again, and i really miss days and nites that i'm with my doggie :P heEx~

whineeee

2005-01-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

Yesh, finally for once i accessed the internet from home, haiz... can only do it when my papa is not using, whole family sleeping liao, haiz... total repair cost will be $1280, keyboard spoil and dunno wad else spoil, haiz... this is bad... i rejected the repair quotation but still yet to tell my papa, mama... if no repair then means i need a new lappy and... i haven buy my fencing gear yet, haiz... that should be around $500+, and now, thats alot alot of money... haiz... really miss my lappy, -_- sorry... *sobs* didnt take good care of you, sorry lappy, *sobs* haiz... the toopid egarage club structure i still really dunno how and haven do, i dun like the current sitution but all the lectures are either doing nothing or dun wanna change, haiz... well, if you all want, i am always happy to be doing nothing, hehe... oops! haha... today been whining alot, hmm... stress lah, next week, got gaming competition, recuitment drive, itectone robocode thingy, next next week, AGM, open house, and then following is chalet... really fully booked liao, haiz.... then haven include all the assigment that are coming on due, in-class assigment and practical test, bad bad bad... haiz... okok, this is really bad....

BA

2005-01-05T09:13:00.000+08:00

Woooh! in BA class now, i really miss my lappy now, at home, no more internet, ahhh... *cry cry* hEex~ but had fun last nite :X hmm... so can only blog in skool liao, haiz... today morning rain damn bloody heavy :X haha... okok, when i can access net then i will blog again, bye...

happy new year 2005 weekend

2005-01-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2005!

Weeee... its a new year! spend the first weekend at home with my family after enjoying a really fun last day of 2004, count down with kungfu hustle, haha..., cant remenber when the last time i spend 2 days at home without going out with my friends, been heading out since india trip, so really enjoyed the accompany of my family, ^_^ and of cose good food too and cose finally mama gave me a payrise... heEx~ finish most of my next week work liao, all is good for me except that, my poor lappy is offically down, keyboard spoil liao, even though i am still using it now, but really gotta go... haiz... tomorrow bring it to hospital... and today someone i miss berry much called me! haha... my good india travelling buddy lah, haha... well that the first 2 day of 2005, hehe... and delicate this song to everyone, accutally put it once liao, but still this song is what i thought of 2004, so enjoy, "best i ever had - Vertical horizon" and finally...

condolences to all tsunami victims.

Wishlist 2005!

-Stay happy everyday ^_^
-Always being there for all my family and friends
-Study hard and learn more IT stuffs
-Make egarage a better place
-Work hard on my guitar, piano, singing as well as reorganize my band
-Excerise more, and Fencing!
-Get all the stuffs i wan? yesh yesh please...
-Learn to have more confidence in myself? accutally i can...
-Learn to be more caring? hehe...
-Let everyonw knoe that i love them always
-and, that i love my doggy most ^_^

2005-01-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

Recap of 2004....

Friends
I made many many new friends in these past year! hehe... till now i can still remenber on chinese new year holiday period, got 3 different groups of friends came to my house in 3 different days! really really miss hanging out with all my friends, heEx~ Thank you everyone ^_^ for always beening there whenever i need you guys, sorry if i had let you down in anyways, looking back now... memories good or bad, i will always treasure... hope to hear from all my friends again, and hope to know everyone better! yesh...!

School
Weeee... school life has been all fun fun fun for me, haha... really enjoyed skool this sem, loves all my schoolmates so much, been so rewarding for me in skool, hope this new year would be even better! hope to learn more IT stuffs too, even though i can manage my school work but compare to my friends, i still lack lots of IT stuffs, i wanna do more, JAVA, .NET, PHP, SQL, FLASH, more and more! but thennnn... :P i dun really like IT except using my computer for entertainment... heEx~

Music
Ahhh... this part of my life, i yearn so much but been kinda slacking, haiz... here really gotta to seriously buck up, my guitar skills is still poor, cant play piano, cant sing... okie! gotta chiong for all that, and hope i could form a new band, even though its been fun for me in the old band, but... it just didnt work out, i cant cheat myself... sorry, let all of you guys down...

Relationships
Hmmm... i got approached once! haha... thats like for once in my whole life, haha... but overall this part of me also always been lacking, well, i am still young :P and now... shh... just got ^_^
Love my doggy so much! heEx~

Personality
Changed i guess, hmmm... can say this year gave me lots and lots of eye-opener, i been more out-going, been more daring to do stuffs, maybe people would changed... but sometimes i really still lack that confidence, i really dunno am i that good or not? maybe is my ability? maybe is just confidence? but still i'hv changed to put myself first, dun care about others :P but i still wun hurt anyone... heEx~ well, just that i have grow abit since 2003... ^_^

lyrics - vertical horizon - best i ever had

2005-01-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
Well its not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phoney
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
Its not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it make take some time to patch me up inside
But I can't take it so
I runaway and hide
And I may find in time that you were always right
You're always right

So you've sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
Its not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had

Best I ever had
Best I ever....

"Best I Ever Had - Vertical Horizon"

tuesday, earlynite

2004-12-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

-_- now really berry tired... Ahhh... my stomach pain whole day liao, hope tomorrow can be okay, haiz... i think i am going to sleep now liao, haha... 8.30am well, tomorrow is again 9-6 leh... anyway, goodnite! byebye...

tuesday egarage

2004-12-28T08:49:00.000+08:00

Ahhh... now inside egarage, haiz... was suppose to setup the projector but forget to bring my keys, ^_^;; haiz... dunno wad i am doing these few days, feeling kinda sicky now, since last nite after the steamboat BBQ, then today gonna be another super long day, 9-6... dunno why but i am suppose to be berry happy but i just... maybe just too tired? okie, gotta go for class liao, byebye...

weekend! christmas!

2004-12-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

haha... eh, accutally is yesterday lah, but always too lazy to blog :P well... the whole of this week is really tiring but berry fun! was staying late in skool the whole week till thursday which is the gaming event, hmm... its quite successful, jugding by the number of ppl that attend the event! yesh, atleast this sem, egarge is more happening with us, haha... then friday christmas eve, hmmm... doggy day? :X is fun accutally, was hoping that time never end that nite, :P then yesterday, christmas, went to afriends house for BBQ, then decided not to go home, so we roam about hougang, trying to find somewhere that could allow us in, haha... then finally found a lan shop, and after lots and lots of difficulty then we are finally allow to play, well, by that time is aready 4+am... then came home this morning, sleep and sleep, till afternoon :P wad a weekend :P Christmas! i luv you! haha...

Overall, this week is great! and this coming week is the last week of 2004! looking back ah? hmmm... been at really really great year for me, but i still hope 2005 be better! yesh! gotta go play game liao! MERRY CHRISTMAS!

tuesday

2004-12-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

Weeee... just got home! haha... this week gonna be super busy, ahhh... first egarage event this sem, its a gaming competition! and just few weeks been busy with the garage deco, (vadalised lots of things) :P so can say its been fun! hope this thursday event could be great! Hmmm... this is the third week of the new sem liao, can say its almost been all enjoyment, little studying :) haha... yesterday attended an really great talk, about cheese, more cheese and the speaker is really fun. Hmm... then went to amk, bought some games, Haha... when the last time i played game? so i really cant wait to start gaming again, weeee... oops! today? hmmm... skool, skool, and more skool, but this sem other than CSP, the rest are quite relax one, so today was doing simple stuffs... haha... okok, gotta go play game liao! catch you later! byebye...

now, for once...

2004-12-20T01:39:00.000+08:00

Sorry! its been 1 week since i blogged, Haha... gomen, been really really to lazy... its been a really really weird week... i experience lots and lots of things that i haven had before in the last 18 years of my life, have i made the right choice? this only time will find out, but atleast, i can say i never did once lied to anyone, maybe i changed because of india, i dunno really for sure, sorry.... but this time atleast i manage to clear up everything and i am really getting super busy, lots and lots of stuffs to do... haiz... skool, club, life? busy... haha... now really messy, i dunno lots of things, i dunno wads gonna happen in the future, just that, for once, i really dunno... starting to miss all my friends suddenly, haha... dunno why but maybe because today is the first day since begining of school, i didnt went go the whole day, haha... sleep almost the whole day :P and this coming week gonna be a busy week for me, but expect lots of fun! Haha... really looking forward to everything, but for now, time to go watch 'new police story' yeshh, my parents just bought the VCD, okie okie, sleep early everyone, good night! byebyeeeeeee...

lyrics - dido - here with me

2004-12-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory

Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want
But I can't hide

I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me

I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me

I don't want to call my friends
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been

Dido - "Here with me"

satty saterday

2004-12-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

Weeee! today is my.... BIRTHDAY! haha... 19 year old liao, finally, Haha... got lots of wishes, hope next year would be as good as this year that just ended, been a really long long year, but most days are fun-filled, so its really enjoyable! Hmmm... went out today, hmmm... something silmilar to friday, walk walk, dinner, movies, Haha... also another super fun day! ahhh... its 6th day i been reaching home after 10pm... beening have so much fun, Haha... wad a week! :D

fun filled friday!

2004-12-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

today was all fun fun fun, haha... skool is kinda easy today, just IS, then went go with friends, dinner, movies! Increibles - berry nice and cute! Haha... had lots of fun today, really enjoyed it! hmmm... thats all, haha... hard to share what i feeling now :P so sleep early lah, good nite! bye!

thursday trussss

2004-12-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

Wooh, today is tiring! Haha... but tiring in a good way, so old thing, skool start at 9am again, but at least today skool end at 3, then my fencing friend is sick, so i was thinking about not going :X Haha... then mama and MJ is going to town, so i when with them :P Haha... long time since i shop in orchard liao! about 3 weeks late :P brought home lots of stuffs today, 3 t-shirts, 1 jeans... plus plus! today received my first birthday present! so cuteee! thank you ah mah and auntie SY :X then dinner was at sweet secerts, haha... best cheesecake in singapore, wad else do i have to say? :D then after dinner, we when up to the sky garden, haha... really a berry nice and quiet place, but we 4 people there making so much noise, distrubing all the other 'hanky-pankying' couples there, so fun :P so forth day that i was out, tomorrow will be going out again, looking forward to it :P hope its fun~ Haha... well thats all, good nite! bye...

wed tiring

2004-12-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

Ahhh... feeling really really tired now... haiz... another day 9-6 in skool, with some much break it make people tired... Haha... today class not bad, BA is interesting but need lots of time to explore and try outs, CSP feels really hard man, somemore feels like i studing alone in class, boring... then dinner... in west mall! its been a long long time since eating at MOS burger, but the sad thing is that they dun have milk shakes, ahhh... i seriously miss that! then for the third day, came home at 10pm... tomorrow training, i guess will come home at 10+ lah... feeling really tired rite now, both mentally and physical, i know everyone needs a break, Haha... i dun like to whine, sorry if you are really this blog now, Haha... i be well tomorrow k? well, sleep early, good night... bye...

tuesday tiring

2004-12-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

Second day of Skool! today is gonna be a long long day for me, 9-6! with only 1 hour for lunch, ahhh... worst than working, but all my lecturers are not bad, but eh... cant really say i am ready to study liao, still in holiday mood, haha... had fun today, slacking all the way, well, second day of skool only, then dinner, join my friend go eat dinner at northpoint, sakae sushi, ahhh.... nice nice, not buffet but atleast some decent jappy food for a long long time... then after that took a bus home, its a bad choice man... i thought the bus would be quite long, so i sleep, then wake up abit, hmmm... still like quite far leh, so went back to sleep, then end up in eunos! haiz... then took another bus back, ahhh... waste time... came back, 10pm liao... haiz... tired, sleeping early! tomorrow gonna be 9-6 again... have fun... good nite, byebye...

monday!

2004-12-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

MODAY! today is the start of the new school term! Haha... ehhh... my timetable is bad bad bad, longs days for tuesday and wednesday, boring... but everymon can sleep in late! Haha... then today when to skool around 3 for lecture, boring, waste time there lah, then at 4pm got award presentation, haha... i am in it :P quite funny, this time they never tell you that wad you, then we all are sitted anyhow, haha... IT top 3 come out so fast, all my friends, Haha... somemore they wear formal, then i still quite long, sitted behind, then MMC top student! my ah mah! Haha... win alot of other stuffs too, the whole lecture hall go wooooh! Haha... Ah mah! congrates! then one-by-one finally my turn! weeee! second most outstanding student :P Haha... take 1 module prize too, haha... so ah mah top, i second, then auntie yuan is third! weee... everything in MMC year 2 goes to my class, haha so funny, then after the award thingy, go meet mentor, Haha... manage to stole the class rep post, so more CCA points for me! Haha... then meet my friends for dinner, then after dinner, meet another group for supper, ahhh... one of my friend going army liao, gonna miss him, Haha... then came home, chat chat chat, haha... lots of things to say ah... so will be sleeping really late, like now? 3am... Haha... nite nite....

sunny sunday

2004-12-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

weeee... after a long long sleep on saterday, finally is feels really great to be back in singapore, had MacDonals for breadfast, Haha... finally some fastfood! gone where all the potatos, curry... ahhh... Haha... ^_^ today, dunno wad to say... was at the salon for 4 hours, cut cut, dye dye, eh... the hairstylist say cant get the colour, but cannot bleach anymore liao, so now, my hair looks abit... weird... Haha... but the more i look at it, okay lah... (try to convince myself) Haha... then when to compass point had dinner, bought a new phone! Hehe... nokia 6670, hmmm... i like the phone, :P cant wait to use it! its silver in colour together with the blue light, looks totally cool! then dinner was great! ate a really great meal at "sakura" then walk and shop around, cant get some of the stuffs i wanted but nvm, Haha... my grandmama say i look weird too... new hairdo~ then came home, MSN chat! woooh, 11 conversation windows at the same time~ cool! Haha... never been so busy, Haha... cant wait to go to skool tomorrow, Miss everyone there! Haha... time to sleep, oh yah, everyone my timetable only got 1 lecture, 3-4pm, so sianz, maybe having holiday every monday for this sem liao! Wahahaha... okok, time to sleep liao, or else tomorrow no energy to play and have fun, oh yah, hoping for a big award tomorrow :X niteyyy, Bye!

Song Lyrics - Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)

2004-12-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
Well its not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phoney
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
Its not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it make take some time to patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I runaway and hide
And I may find in time that you were always right
You're always right

So you've sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
Its not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had

Best I ever had
Best I ever....

Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)

Back!

2004-12-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

Weeee! i am back home! finally! Haha... time really flies, 23 days past day so fast... I will try to do a detail recap if i had the time, dun wurry, i still remember everything from broading the plane till now! Haha... beening a really interesting trip, is really an eye opener for me, these 23 days, so many things to say but really dunno where to start, ahh... Life? once in a life time trip maybe? cant say have no regrets about going but wouldnt have learn so much if i have stay in singapore. You will only find your true self in these times, given my best for the trip liao, Haha... kinda miss some of the kids there now, the bumpy ride, the food, everything, India... Found out that i only blog once the whole of last month, so i will try to blog more often :X and every weekend i will put one song's lyrics that i really like for that week, So stay tune~ :P 2 more days to school reopen and 2 special days are coming :P I hope someone remembers them, Haha... Beening back here, really wanna say loves you guys, everyone that i know, been so long, 1 song for u guys, Vertical Horizon - Best i ever Had...Y

India trip

2004-11-12T13:30:00.000+08:00

Yozzzzz... haha... haven been here for a long long long time, sorry lah, really been too Lazy to blog :X Haha... and today is 12 Nov! leaving at 6pm, going to india, calcutta, there to do community service, ahhh... bring some computer there, set up lan connection, then teach them some stuffs, Haha... all the way till 3 Dec, so its, 23 day! ahhh... super long! Gonna miss blogging :X and... dun think got anyways to contect me either, so, anything... benboy_85@yahoo.com Haha... okok, i gotta go now, see yah on 4 Dec! byebye... Take care...

Results :

BASIC CONVERSATIONAL JAPANESE : A+
DATABASE : AD
MULTIMEDIA INTERFACE DESIGN : B+
NETWORKING FUNDAMENTALS : AD
OBJECT-ORIENTED PROGRAMMING : A+
PRINCIPLES OF MANAGEMENT : A
WEB MASTERING : AD

song lyrics - i will love again - lara fabian

2004-10-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

Did I ever tell you
How you live in me
Every waking moment even in my dreams
And if all this talk is crazy
And you dont wut I mean
Does it really matter
Just as long as I believe

I will love again though my heart is breaking
I will love again stronger then before
I will love again even if it takes a lifetime
to get over you heaven only knows
I will love again

People never tell you
How really true you feel
I would die for you gladly
If I knew what loss for me
So if all this talk sounds crazy
And the words dont come out right
Doesnt really matter
If it gets me through this night

I will love again
And do you know
I will love again
You can't stop me from loving again,
breathing again, feeling again

I will love again.......

I will Love again - Lara Fabian

mondaymonday

2004-10-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

++mOOdy MoNdAy++
Ehhhh... today is gotta be the last day i going to skool for any lesson this sem, Hehe... wake up so early, go there just go get my OOP results, *haiz...* quite lame... then after that, have lunch, ehhh... surprise that canteen is still open! Hehe... i think skool has less than 100 students today, haha... so canteen is really empty~ then after that wait for my friend to come, then did wireless jam, hmm... got 1 game idea liao, then make another idea too, so now got 2, Hehe... i like the second 1 better, then my other team mates keep looking at girls photo only... Muee.... gotta force them like mad just so that they start doing work, then wanted to go home as early as possible, but lame here lame there, waste time here waste time there, ahhh... 4+ liao... *haiz...* so gotta go liao, ahhh... never study at all for today, *haiz...* friday exam lehh... *haiz...* then go with my friend go AMK eat, Haha... saw my band's guitarist, hehe... quite near his skool mah, then chat up with him abit, then after that go home, ehhh.. 7+ liao... then play game :X bath, still play game, Haha... no choice, tomorrow then study :P then came here blogging, mueeee~ then go play online game, ahhh... today i got attack then *haiz...* loss alot of 'thugs' so gotta build up again, this time i'll have more defense! Hehe... after that, came back here blogging, muee~ gotta sleep early today, so good night~ bye... Y

sunny sunday

2004-10-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

++SuNNy sUnDaY++
Weeee... sunday! Haha... morning was kinda bad, was still sleeping, then got like endless phone call, ahhhh, asking for my mother, for my brother, for my father, ask if my father got buy breadfast? Ahhhh! how i know? i still sleeping lah! *haiz...* then no mood to sleep liao, ehhh, today is the funny funny channel 8, 11am show last ep.! Haha... really nice! even though i watch before liao, Haha... still so funny~ weeeee... then my brother and father go eat lunch, never help me buy... ehhh... then 3pm then go downstair eat, mueeee... ordered alot of stuffs :X Haha... chicken curry and fried noodles, Haha... ahhh... full~ then came home, ehhh, tired, so took a nap :X Haha... really being a little piggy liao~ :X then again, always sleeping, so many phone call! Uweee... in half hour time, wake up 3 times just to pick up phone, and my mother, dunno wad she doing, know my father go out still can call and ask me where is he? he got cut hair? hey, wads a hand phone for? *Haiz...* then finally can get some good rest... ahhhh... wake up 7pm+ liao~ hehe... never eat dinner, no money... :X Haha... then just nice my mother call back, so ask her take-away for me, mueee... she came home with $4 worth of chicken wings, and that means 10+ chicken wings! Haha... weeee... was really hungry by home, so hehe... having fun~ Haha... then around 12pm, go online, chatting, these day really grow tired of blogging liao~ :X Haha... gotta push myself to blog for you loh. :P then tomorrow gotta go skool take OOP assigment results, ahhh... skool officially close 2 weeks liao, tomorrow still gotta go back, poor thing rite? :X Haha... okay okay~ gotta go sleep liao~ Good Night~ bye bye... Y

10 october songs

2004-10-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

++PaSt wEeK SoNgs FaVoUrItEs++

+ToP 3 sOnGs fOr Me...+

1) To Be With You - Mr. Big
Hey baby~ to be with you, feel it too... weeeee... really a great song, what more can you say after you heard this song? Haha... deep inside, really a meaningful song, first heard it on an advertisment and went and download, wooh, really great song~ Let me be the one to show you~ nice nice~ number 1!
2) Californication - Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Wooh, this is 1 of my favourite songs from RHCP. the lyrics is really meaningful~ and if you understand the title then listen the music, you will know why, a simple yet great song, been listening to it all week, so number 2!
3) Open Your Eyes - Alter Bridge
Eh, didn't really heard of this song or this band until last week, when my friend send me this song, hey, its not bad! when will i open my eyes? Haha... nice melody, catchy tune and great lyrics, cool~ nice song~ number 3!

+Chosen Lyrics for this Week...+
"Will you, Will you love me tomorrow? So Will You, Will you stay with me today? Will you, Will you be here tomorrow? So Will You, you remember yesterday? Will you? So Will You?" Will You - P.O.D

saterday sleepy

2004-10-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

++sLeEpy sAteRdAy++
Weeee, weekend! Haha... today again woke up really late, :P then go eat lunch, came home, play game, then ehhhh, too tired, took a nap :X Ahhhh! woke up late for church liao! then no choice, gotta rush down... then after chruch, came home, chatting and blogging liao, Ahhh... miss my guitar, Lend to my friend for a gig, Ahhhh... my guitar~ mueee, then also haven really study today, Ahhh... dunno exam how, can give me some luck? Hehe... okay lah, too much sleep today, still so tired, Bye bye... Y

freaky friday

2004-10-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

++fReAkY fRiDaY++
Wooohh... today was ehhhh... suppose to go out and have fun, Hmmm... I woked up at 12noon :X Haha... finally a day where can sleep late, but for the outing i forced myself to wake up, then meeting time was 2pm at orchard, so i was abit like rushing out of the house liao, then get to orchard MRT about 2pm, Hmmm... suppose to meet the 'rest' there, but ehhh... seems like only i am there... then waited waited, about 2.35pm++ then one appear, then 2.45pm another 2 appear, wahhh, so early ah? then still can say meeting our class people is like that one, hey, i knoe i would have stayed home and sleep... Mueee, then i thought alot of people will come 1, then end up this 1 no coming, that 1 dun wanna come, so left ehhh, 5? Haha... then another woking, another wahhh, i heard just woke up, but nvm lahhh, atleast still manage to watch a movies at around 5pm, so got ehhh, 8 people... Haha... and i was abit piss lah, sorry that i scolded or cursed at your, Haha... then kinda lame also, my friend just burn 'white chicks' but then i when to watch it in movies today, Haha... but nvm, it is a really good movie! really funny! Haha... cant stop luffing~ then also ehhh, saw my friend 'shawn' outside the theater, and she was asking for 'shaun' Haha... then after that, when to far east plaza, walk around and see people eat dinner, lolz... not hungry, then after that was finding a place to chill out, hmmm... then found a small, really dark bar, mueee, inside was dark, but feels soothing and confortable, Haha... then drink abit :X ehhh, i think i going to be alcoholic liao :X Uweeee~ then we was playing some games, ahhh, i accidently hit the waiter, Haha... he seems piss, cose i knock out all the chips he holding :X mueeee... i never saw him from behind mahhh... then after that go home liao, hmmm, overall quite okay lah, today also suppose to celebrate my friend birthday but the one with the present never come, Haha... like that also can? then came home, blogging, chatting, time to sleep liao~ Good Night... bye... Y

thursday thur

2004-10-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

++tHuR tHuRsDaY++
Woooooh... today MMID last lesson, was late for skool liao, then go too class, ehhh... so little ppl, haha... 5 people in class only... Haha... my poor mentor, and yes, my mentor has a personal verdenda against me, Ahhh... so this is 1 hard module to due with man... *haiz...* then finish class in 1hour again, Haha... then go egarge, today got the robo code demo~ Haha... saw some really cool robo, and duck and shoot and kill, woooh, then the top prize is ipod! i wannnnnnn! but got lots of strong competition man... Haha... then was lameing and gotta waste time till 5+ for fencing... so in egarge, wasting time, mueeee~ there is slowly becoming my second home liao~ Haha... then go fencing, ehhh... got camp, and got alot of 'funny' activites, mueeee~ i dun wanna go~ Haha... then training was quite okay, suppose to be relax training cose they say we stress, Hehe... but then still got people faint... Then go eat lunch, ahhh... 9++ liao~ really late man... then go bus stop... 10+ liao! Ehhhh... still saw my friend there... Haha... so late man... then tomorrow finally end of all skool! go tomorrow suppose to go movies with my class and rest and relax before exam, so currently having fun~ Hehe... end of blogging~ Good Night~ Bye... Y

wedesday sleepy

2004-10-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

+sLeEpY wEdeSdAy++
Wooooh, got afew classes today~ hehe... early morning go NF class, mueee~ dunno Y still got, then the teacher like dun wanna teach 1, Haha... last lesson liao lah, still so unhappy~ Haha... but i like his lesson, cause can come late still be mark present, Hehe... then was chatting and distrubing ppl in class :X after NF, DB, ahhhh... i never print past year paper, never do also, so ehhh... when to printing room, 'stole' so papers, and.... copy copy copy all the teacher's answers~ weee... was trying to do some question till i saw the teacher's answer paper on my table... Hmmm... so lucky, so i copy everything :P Haha... then told teacher i copy finish liao, can copy the last last year paper answer? Haha... then i force her by saying i saw the paper on her desk liao~ Haha... so... she let me copy copy copy~ hehe... then copy until hand pain ahhh... Haha... atleast i got some model answer liao :P then after DB, found out that no OOP class~ weeeee... time to go home~ Haha... so after lunch, when home really early~ play game, sleep :X eat... then blogging, chatting, Haha... never really do much, and ahhh, individual exam timetable out liao, Mueeee... next week start exam liao and i haven study... Ahhhh... nvm lah, relax first, Hehe... thats all for today~ byebyeeeee.... Y

tuesy tuesday

2004-10-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

++tUeSY dAy++
Woooh, just had really 'short' day for me today, woke up around 9++ then play game, bath then chiong to skool liao, meeting my friends for Wireless jam proposal, ahhh, manage to do abit only, *haiz...* but we got some ideas liao~ hehe... then ate lunch at canteen 1 in skool, hmmm... not bad~ hehe... then was at egarge till WM lesson... Ahhhh... this is the shortest possible day of lesson in skool... 1hour only... hmmm... revision 1 hour only? sure can score? -_- but its quite good, Hehe... at least cleared abit of WM liao... then go back egarge, do abit of rubbish, then join 1 of the SIG for meeting, hmmm... only year 3 theres, so stress :X haha... but nothing much too, feeling like abit waste of time, thennnn.... *haiz...* today is the second day i am leaving egarge and ngee ann poly at 7+pm! :( then go bukit timah plaza eat dinner with them, KFC~ weeee~ Hehe... then Haha... saw my jappy teacher with her friend buying durians~ Haha... so went up and greet her, not bad! still remenber me :P maybe was due too all the empty homework and stuffs :X Haha... then came home, ahhh... 10+ bath and blogging~ muee~ gotta sleep~ tomorrow normal day for me, so long day lah.... nite nite~ bye~ Y

song lyrics - californication - red hot chilli peppers

2004-10-05T01:41:00.000+08:00

++sOnG LyRiCs++

Psychic spies from China
Try to steal your mind's elation
Little girls from Sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
It's Californication

It's the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the East
At least it settles in the final location
It's understood that Hollywood Sells
Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication

Marry me girl be my fairy to the world
Be my very own constellation
A teenage bride with a baby inside
Getting high on information
And buy me a star on the boulevard
It's Californication

Space may be the final frontier
But it's made in a Hollywood basement
Cobain can you hear the spheres
Singing songs off station to station
And Alderon's not far away
It's Californication

Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population everybody’s been there and
I don't mean on vacation

Destruction leads to a very rough road
But it also breeds creation
And earthquakes are to a girl's guitar
They're just another good vibration
And tidal waves couldn't save the world From
Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Sicker than the rest
There is no test
But this is what you’re craving

Californication - Red Hot Chilli Peppers

monday stress

2004-10-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

++mOnDaY sTrEsS++
Yaho~ ahhh... today is again, another super duper long day, *Haiz...* was quite late today liao, but then go class, ahhh... the teacher again got nothing to teach, so we are quite free again, Haha... then in class wad like we all playing the online war game, so the 7 of us was discussing and using the skool computer to go in and attack people... Haha... :X then after NF class, go to DB, ahhh... in class assigment, got A only, Uweee... its quite okay, but then this means, lots of work for Final exam... *Haiz...* then also in class talk rubbish again, Haha... teacher walking around modelling only :X Hehe... then the class end up discuss about Beer & wine, Ahhh... Beer is heathy for you lah... Haha... then lunch tried the fryed fish soup, Hmm... not bad~ Hehe... then skipped NF tutorial class today, ahhh, thats the last hour the teacher is having with us :X Haha... but then go to the e-garage and have a pre-meeting meeting, to clear up things, then at around 3, go with my friend to level 8 to scan our cards, uweee~ just nice saw the NF lecturer! Haha... but then the lecture like never see us 1, :X Haha... how can he forget his students? Then at 4, SCS, meeting, 5 e-garage main committee meeting, *Haiz...* today's meeting is really crappy, talk rubbish only, and feel like i was plainly bull shitting, only, somemore meeting till 7+ leh, but i think we manage to do abit of the Robo code event thing... then go eat dinner, came only 9.00pm liao, so i have spent 12 hours ourside, *Haiz...* tired ahhh... then play game, bath, go online, got bugg for CSA again, Uweeee... still almost bursting my blood vessels, haha... but 1 more day only, then test day, so i think still can teach, but CSA alot i dunno lahhh... Haha... Uweee... then came here blogging, really late liao, *Haiz...* this few days didnt even have time to go read my friends blog, Uweee~ i try to visit you all k? Then also tomorrow only going to skool aroun 1+, lesson at 3-5, WM only, Hehe... so can sleep late, but still must settel wireless jam proposal, Ahhhh... Stress ahhh... :X okay okay, time too sleep liao~ take care... Good nite~ bye... Y

sunday sianz

2004-10-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

++sIaNiNg SuNdAy++
Woooh... today ahhh... really tired, need sleep, Haha... never really gone out today, except to go buy food, :X woke up quite late liao, close too noon :X then eat lunch and breadfast together, then after that go play game liao, weeee~ finally 1 weekend where there is no assigment and stuffs and relax, but all today's plan all got cancel, ahhh... should be playing basketball in the morning 1, but cancel, then evening should be go eat steamboat and BBQ 1, but also cancel, ahhh... i was almost going out of house liao, then end up, staying at home and watch anime.... Ahhh... chobits berry nice! hehe... i wan a human computer too :X then after dinner, playing guitar, thennn... zzz.... Haha... too tired liao, then took a short nap, wake up go online, uweee~ got bug for CSA liao, ahhhh... Today also gonna burst my blood vessels again, then finally manage to say i going liao~ hehe... okay lah, i really tired liao, sleeping time~ Good nite~ byebye... Y

3oct songs

2004-10-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

++PaSt wEeK SoNgs FaVoUrItEs++

+Top 3 songs for me...+

1) If I Ain't Got You - Alicia Keys
Mue~ this song really romantic! Heard while watch Singapore idol so immediately go download liao~ Haha... This song says onething, that everything means nothing, if i ain't got you, i want nothing if i aint' got you baby, I want You! luvs... Number 1 top choice this week!
2) Break Away - Kelly Clarkson
I'll take a chance and break away! This song is about trying to do something that you always wanted, I'm learning too, so gotta find the chance and break away, but i will not forget all the ones that i luvs, current lots of weakness ahhh, gotta improve, so working hard now ^_^ song number 2 this week!
3) Life Sweet Bitter Love, Music Box - To heart
This is a really really sweet short instrumental song that i am currently playing right now, Yes, this is the song at this bloggy~ Hehe... i first heard this song quite long time ago in secondary skool, its song comes from the jappy drama, "To Heart" also a berry sweet drama, this song has accompany me for a long time liao, and i think it will be a long time till i chance the song of this bloggy, so for now, life sweet bitter love! Music Box Number 3!

+Chosen Lyrics for this Week...+
"So after all's said and done, I know I'm not the only one, Life indeed can be fun, If you really want to, Sometimes living out your dreams, Ain't as easy as it seems, You wanna fly around the world, In a beautiful balloon, Life, Oh Life..." Life - Des'ree

sat saterday sat

2004-10-02T11:23:00.000+08:00

++sAtErDaY SaTeRdAy++
Weekends! yeah~ Haha... okay, woke up quite than when to my friend's house to learn guitar, ahhh... really got alot of things i dun know and cant do, uweee~ practice practice and practice man... ahhh... then came home then play game liao! Hehe... afterthat, went to chruch, came home ahhh... 10pm liao! hmmm, like this is my today ah? wooh, like i never do anything at all... Uweee... then go online, chatting, play some online clicking game, uweee~ how come got some of them so fast 1! ahhh... the game just start, they afew millions ahead of you liao, uweee~ then my gang from number 2 in the game, drop till dunno wad liao~ Ahhhh... then discuss and chat chat about egarge and some activites, hehe... feels really like we are angels infont of lectures but our horns and tails are coming out liao~ Haha.. :X then was teaching one year 1 about CSA, okay, i admit i was close to busting one of my blood vessels, :X after so many time i explain, i hope she understand~ okie? ganbatte!! uweee~ all the year 1, after next week holiday liao! like 3 weeks eariler that us loh, ahhhh... this sem holiday really not going to be like holiday liao, got events, competitions, camps, india community service, stuffs, and more stuffs! ahhhh... uweee~ i really need to sleep liao, i need rest! :X Good nite! byebye... Y

free friday

2004-10-01T11:53:00.000+08:00

++fReEy fRiDaY++
HellO! today is the jappy test! also means the class ever class of IS for this sem! hmmm, wake up quite late liao, so gotta chiong to skool~ ahhh, lucky never late, then still can get abit of food before going to class, Hmmm, the writing test is quite okay, write a letter to the teacher~ Haha... dunno if i got write correctly or not, cause i wrote a couple of rubbish :P then suppose to meet my friends to go watch movies then! someone call me early the morning, wake me up somemore! ahhh... today got india trip berifing! at 5! so... ehhh... they dun wanna watch liao~ uweee~ means no movies today, ehhh, then india trip, ehhh, got alot of pre-india activites leh, got a bonding camp for the people going, buy and assemble some computer, then still got quite alot of things, then after the berifing, when to orchard to walk walk and eat dinner, then went home, uweee~ quite late liao, then found my brother playing game in my room, ahhh! had a hard time chasing me out, *haiz...* then bath, go online chatting, then come here blogging. Hehe... today is children's day! so Happy children's Day! yipeee~ Then finally! tomorrow is weekends so again its time to sleep liao, and laze around~ Haha... okay, gotta go sleep liao~ Goodie nightie~ bye... Y

thursday homely

2004-09-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

++hOmElY tHuRsDaY++
Woooho, today whole day stay at home! Haha... its been along time since i have a day off like this, eh? Y? cause today no lesson, cancel liao~ Hehe~ and also i never go training :X so finally a day where i can rest at home~ Haha... then today, wake up ehhhh... 12 noon liao :X ahhh... then eat, play game~ Hehe~ then sleep again~ then today, my mama never go work so got a home cook dinner! ahhhh... its been a long time since i got a home-cook dinner liao~ mue~ then after dinner watch singapore idol! eh! how come left 11? ehhh... got 1 of them pull out at the last min. so now left 11 contestants! Hmmm.... the lowest votes of today will get voted out, up all of them really sound good... Haha... then go online chatting~ Hehe... ehhh... today np got the dunno wad channel 8 the skool grass, skool flower contest thing! ahhh... never go skool see! uweee~ Haha... then someone told me the host luff like a chicken :X Haha... the person got hear a chicken luff before mah :X Haha... then the np eposide will be shown next next week, so must watch! Hehe... then also today heard they got ECE cybergaming, woooh, heard that alot of people took part, then they got some company to sponsor them lots of lappy! wonder if ICT and egarge can do that! Haha... okay, we are gonna host a even bigger cyber gaming contest :P then ask lots of chatting and chatting :X came here blogging~ hehe~ time too sleep liao~ ohhh yah! must go learn jappy! tomorrow writing test! then also tomorrow gonna watch movie after going to skool for just a writing test... ^_^;; all the best to myself :P good nite! byebyeeeeee... Y

lyrics - if i ain't got you - alicia keys

2004-09-30T01:28:00.000+08:00

++sOnG LyRiCs++

"Some people live for the fortune, Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah, Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things, Define what's within
I've been there before But that life's a bore, So full of the superficial

Some people want it all, But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, Some just want everything
But everything means nothing, If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain, Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses, And that's the only way to prove you love them
And in a world on a silver platter And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all, But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, Some just want everything
But everything means nothing, If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby,
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing,
If I ain't got you with me baby..."

If I Ain't Got You - Alicia Keys

wednesday loh

2004-09-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

++wEdNeSdAy LoH++
Ahhhh, today wednesday liao! Ahhh... so fast! friday gotta have jappy writing test and till now haven learn, uweeee~ but anyway, today class pretty easy and slacking, NF, then DB then OOP, haven been doing much in skool, Haha... Then discuss with my friends about the ICT sport thing, maybe joining with afew of my friends :) Hehe... then today at 5 should have a wireless secuity talk but then postpone liao, tomorrow meeting at 5 also postpone liao, so ahhh, next few weeks would be super cramp... ahhhh...uweee~ then came home, play game liao, Hehe, my class gang cleared another gangs thugs to zero, Haha... fun man~, then got MSN bother my friends and get them to teach me what to write for jappy test! Hehe... but uweeee... really got alot of things to memorise, ahhh... then tomorrow not skool! tomorrow 3 hours of MMID cancel, so going to skool at 5+ for fencing training only... Hehe :) then also tomorrow can sleep liao, but now i berry sleepy liao! gotta go sleep liao! take care~ good night~ byebyeeeee... Y

tuesy tuesday

2004-09-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

++tUeSy TuEsDaY++
woooh, second day of the week, today also 9am class, OOP, mueee... late again :X Haha... go in there start talking about the online clicking game only, Haha... was influening my classmate to play and join my gang in the game, Hehe... then i also put up the logo of my gang in the game liao, looks good woooh :P then go to the revision WM, ehhhh, they like teaching us how to take exam only leh, like write your name on everypaper, sleep early.... :X this is revision? Haha... then went for lunch, got a 3 hour break today! uweee... lots of free time, then wanted to play online game and bloggy 1, but then the internet pages loading berry slowly, so end up sleeping and see my friend play "war hammer" only... Hehe... then again 3 hours of WM! woooh, the teacher really like small kid 1 :X haha... can jump around class 1, then luffs for nothing 1 :X Haha... then finish class at 5... wait for my friend to fetch me to mrt, so stay and play game till 6... then hmmm, not going training today :P so when to causeway to eat, wooh, ate pasta, not bad, hehe... price aroudn fast food price, so okay... then came home, ahhhh.... really tired... :( so go online chat chat abit, then too tired until not watch my favourite show, guess guess guess, so going to go sleep liao, nite... bye... Y

monday long day

2004-09-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

++MoNdAy sUpEr lOnG dAy++
Uweee... today, today was a super duper long day, 9am class, NF class, go there late liao, then the teacher dun care one, still dunno doing what thing, Haha... then he is still playing his own stuffs, so we all do our own work, then after a long long time then finally ask we go see how a router connects to a computer, then start to go through lecture notes... then go to DB, mueeee, quite slacking, Hehe... after awhile then go for early lunch liao! Yay, was really hunger, almost gastric pain liao, so i eat as much as possible :P Haha... then after lunch, another hour of NF, then also arrange help class for my juniors, but then ehhh.... they all wanna go home, still say i cheat their feelings... uweeee.... then at 4 got SB meeting, hmmm... i am still a SB but then i gonna step down from main committee liao, so they appoint a new guy and mueee, we having a BBQ during the holidays, so this is the second that 1 am having for holidays liao, oops! the first 1 is class BBQ also just arrange today during DB class, Hehe... :) then 5pm got egarge executive committee meeting, mueee, so there discuss somethings, then the teacher came at 6, ahhh... i got test at 6.30pm! so i left early, but the i ask them to wait for me :) Haha... the POM test is hmmm... not bad, almost was like shouting the answer to my friends, then after 45mins finally they let us leave, then go back egarge find my friends, woooh, not bad, they still here, so have dinner with them then while on the way home, go to my another friend home, he fixed my guitar! YAY, thanks dude, now my guitar feels better than new, Hehe... luv my guitar :) then came home, 10pm++ liao, ahhh... so i was outside for more that 12hours, *haiz...* then bath then go online chit chat and yah, today found a few of my classmate blog, so they are linked in my bloggy liao :) then ahhh, tired, gotta go liao... goodie nightie... bye... Y

sunday sunny

2004-09-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

++sUnDaY sUnNy++
Ahhh... this weekend really never had the chance to really sleep late, today got church thanks giving, so wake up quite early then go all the way to down town east there have service. Haha... but its not bad... hehe... i am a christian hor.... :) then came home, really tired so took a nap, uweee... wake up headache liao, next time i'm not going to sleep on my sofa again, but then still go to my grandmama house have dinner, woooh, got chilly crab, mue~ head not so pain liao... then came home, play game liao, hehe... now playing 1 online clicking game, quite fun~ hehe... Oh no! i haven study POM! uweeee... this is bad, tomorrow the exam liao, ahhhh.... good luck to myself, okie, still got headache, so gotta go sleep liao... Good Night.... byebyeeeeee... Y